Wednesday 21 March 2007

Wednesday

Last night I had a dream..... I always dream, I usually remember them too. They are so detailed in colour and in content. Sometimes when I wake up I am really angry or sad, or some other emotion, resulting from what happened in my dream, as if it were real. Ask Andrew......
Last night I dreamed about 'Lost'.
I now know what it is all about.
I feel happy yet also frustrated. I don't want to know the plot, the reason for them all being there; the outcome. Everything I watch now will make sense and I don't want it too! Not yet.
But I think that it might be too late....
Maybe this is a bit like real life? I don't want to know all the ins and outs. The whys and wherefores: but in my heart I do. I know that Jesus died for me and that it why I'm here today.
When I think about my life and it's ups and downs, it does make sense (sometimes with hindsight which is a wonderful thing!) because it's all in God's hands and in His plan. And although I don't know all the plots and events to come yet, I do know that the outcome will be a glorious one!
Perhaps my dream will not be the answer to Lost..... but I shall still continue to watch, because I love it.
A bit like my journey through life with my family......

Tuesday 20 March 2007

Today


Today is the first day of my new blog. I have to say that it has not been easy. So much to say, yet can't work out how to say it!!

I'm sure that I will eventually find my way. Johnny, if you're reading 'HELPPPPPP'.....

If I work it out soon, I will write something worth writing, but for now....

Here's hoping...............